Friday February 1st (aka Frigid Friday)
 

Morning! |snowman2

Because I just know that all of you have been sitting on the edge of your seats awaiting an update from me about the blizzard...it's over:
2019 Blizzard Of Clods

It is still fucking frigid: -1°F/-18°C - but it's supposed to get into the 30s tomorrow, 40s on Sunday, and 50s on Monday. I can't wait for my yard to be a muddy mess.

My niece was supposed to come visit yesterday, but the travel ban put the kibosh on that, so I'll probably go pick her up today.

Other than that, I've got a lot of work to do because I'm taking a 1/2 day Sunday to http://www.animated-smileys.com/emot...inking-105.gif & watch |football|

New England has made 9 of the last 17 Super Bowls. Let that sink in a bit...
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Morning. |coffee

My daughter is off her meds and not seeing a therapist so yesterday "went south" sort to speak.

I think Toronto is cold but my nephew in Calgary set me straight. He posted on FB that the HIGH temperature for a day next week would be -24! In turn, I guess the people in Edmonton make fun of the people in Calgary.

I am in a crappy mood today so I will see what I can get done. Have a good one. |thumb

Good Morning :)

Stayed up late working for no reason other than I was not tired. Even though I am up I'm really tired so I see a big nap coming sooner rather than later.

Rained good yesterday and today is a break, supposedly, before another 3 or 4 days of it. Either way I see a lot of piddly biz work getting done.

Other than this it's the 1st so time to close out last month but I will wait till I'm much better rested to do that. I get |angry| quickly with lack of sleep.

Enjoy your Friday!

Meh.

Now that I have been effectively unemployed for one month, I should be planning my escape route. Everything is a mess in my head, so I sit here each day continuing down this path. It's a strange thing. I know that the longer I go without an income, the more behind I become on my debt, the much more difficult it will be to climb back out of this whole. Yet here I sit, watching it all collapse around me. The great thing about depression is that you're wired in a way that, at the very least, you blame yourself for your bad decisions. Other types of crazy people blame everyone else.

On the brighter side, for now I am warm and cozy. I have a dog snoring beside me. I have a hot cup of coffee in front me. Plus, I still have a fully functioning penis. There's a lot to be said for being able to get an erection - even if you are alone when you have it. |thumb

Happy Friday :)

Been working as usual and I do have a cold, fucking yah! Not much planned for the rest of the day or tomorrow but Sunday of course is the Super Bowl so will be watching that somewhere |thumb

When I get like that, it's not a blame thing, it's basically an "I just don't give a fuck." kinda thing. You'll hopefully snap out of it - maybe find a secret project to work on or something...

I love projects - especially secret ones... Being productive, especially while doing something I enjoy makes a huge difference in my daily mood. I wish I knew how to sell my online talents and earn a living from them. (How do self-taught people forge careers?) I could never do this work in an office environment, but I have always enjoyed the work. I mean, look at the amount of fruitless years, the thousands and thousands of wasted hours I spent working on my old websites. It's insane, but I loved the world of webmastering; creating, building, tweaking, and such. I genuinely miss it. It was the only "job" I ever had that I wanted to do. I didn't hate it, despite never making a living off of it. What an idiot.

I hear ya. I barely make money these days, but I honestly love doing this crap, so I forge on |thumb