Saturday, January 28th Sakura's Soon to Bloom
 

Good Evenink...

Weird weather here. Now in the 60's but last few days have been below freezing. This poor planet is in rough shape.

Watching Herzog's Lo_ and Behold documentary. Funny was the reveal of the very first message on the net. Amazing people he interviews. Old as dirt like us. |snowman|

oh how i miss the sakuras!! (I grew up in an area that had a lot of Japanese - and sakuras all over the place).

Things are starting to get back to normal. It's sinking in that my little brother is gone and that my husband will never get to meet him in person. His death has also refueled an old family rift so it is getting interesting. He had next to nothing, so there is no estate to fight about. It's more a situation of people who haven't thought about him in years suddenly want to race back to see him and see my mom. Well, he isn't have any service, my mom has taken care of everything the way she feels he would want it, and she has asked for time to grieve without visitors. My other brother and his daughter don't seem to understand that. Sigh.. families. And no, we will not be flying back to the states for the same reasons. Maybe next year, but not right now. She needs her space.

Meanwhile, I have my porn empire to work on, and that helps me find my way through this fog.

My sincere condolences :(

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Morning :)

I'm in a bit of a funk again. The house welling stuff, taxes coming up, money in general - all this & more has me all messed up in the head :(

Working a bit now...

I know the feeling. Stress from money and the crap with Darth Orange becoming POTUS is taking a toll on me and just about everyone that I know.

Still dealing with the last of this cold so trying to get lots of rest before getting up real early to go biking in Shark Valley tomorrow with someone that may become more than just a close friend.

Is love in the air?? :)

It's complicated. lol

Today I broke the news of my "emergency" operation to my father and sister. Not fun.

Not working at the moment, too depressed over health and money problems. But then who hasn't at least one of those problems at the moment. And not working is a really smart way of dealing with a money shortage!!!!!!!

And we lost another "Doctor Who" today:
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/amp/38778145