Wednesday February 28th (aka So Long, February!)
 

Morning! |waves|

Cable is out |angry|

Yesterday ended up being a complete waste as far as work. Had a showing request come in early for 5PM, so we accepted it. That meant after picking up the ASSIL & running to the chiro, I had to pack up & head to my stepdaughter's for 2 hours. We have TWO showing scheduled for today (12:15 & 1:30) I have to also pick up the ASSIL, but at least that's during the showings. This house better sell soon, because it's really becoming in inconvenience |couch|

Cable just came back |thumb

Hi board |waves|

I had very busy few last days due to starting new offline project and finishing last two. Few more days and I will be back to normal days.

Oh, my server company decided that they will upgrade PHP from 5.3 to 5.6 min on the servers, that means that most of my old scripts don't work anymore ( including all former JMB Soft scripts ) but the one that I care about the most ( the one I started building two years ago and it's still ongoing project ) works perfectly on the latter 7.1. |thumb|thumb

Have a good one

Good morning :)

Cable is working here and PHP isn't fucking up my sites so |thumb lol. Great news on the showings |greenguy| |pray|

Work for the day, have fun folks |boobies|

Good Morning :)


We have to run some errands today that sort of screwed up other plans we had for the day but that pretty much is ops normal lately.

Trying to squeeze in some work on a little project for the PL network before and after these errands.

It's also Mexican food Wednesday sooo Enjoy :D

Morning :)
Good luck on the showings!

I am toying with the idea of a tgp and looking at options to run one. We're still not committed but it will be a joint enterprise between emmy and myself if we do it. Watch this space.

Afternoon |horse|

I'm struggling with headache, hopefully it is related to my eyes.
My lenses and glasses are not correct anymore and I do not see the point in upgrading since I'll get surgery in little over a month.
I just can't explain how excited I am over this, I'm looking forward to be able to read properly and see the world clearly again.

The St. Louis prepping and my eyes/headache makes porn-work suffer.
I'm now down to approving submits and importing some FHG's into TGPx.
Other than that I'll just take it easy and not overdo things (that might get me collide with the wall again).
Getting my porn-empire back on it's feet is a long term project anyway. :)

Had my 6th AA meeting today. It's a good feeling to be included in that gang and it's a joy to have a good, non-drunken life. I'm really enjoying my life nowadays.
Although this crush I have on this beautiful woman got really scary today. Vibes she sends me tells me this might be real, and the feelings that comes with this usually made me drink like hell before.

Sorry, this is all that occupies my mind nowadays |scared|

Have a great evening
J:)lly

I've been wanting to say that but didn't want to jinx it.

More mildly warm weather in the desert. My ear ringing no is better or worse. |huh

Nothing to report because I am doing nothing.

Have a good one! |thumb

I used to go thru shit like that all the time when I quit drinking (I quit in 2004 & took it up again in 2016, but no where near how much & as often as I used to). It's tough. I kinda wish I could've used AA, but I couldn't get past the |buddy| part of it :(

I posted this Monday on LOR (now in my Blog Area):
So I beat ya to it :D

In Toronto, we have We Agnostics. It's an AA group without the |buddy|. They fight tooth and nail to get the same recognition as the Jesus loving guys.

Well good luck! I know it's been an ordeal.

I hear you.
The gOD part of AA scares the shit out of me. Am I able to live with this in foreseeable future? I'm not wanting to start a religious debate here, I really respect people's faith, but there are few things in this world that triggers my anger more than almost anything related to religion and gOD.

What makes it possible for me is the fact that, although Norway is a very religious and godly country, most fellow AA-dudes (and a few ladies) doesn't really believe in gOD.

In USA gOD is a completely different beast.
Everything you say and do seem to be somewhat related to a gOD thing.
We in this local AA group uses the definition god as "something that drives us", wether it be Jesus, creativity (that's me) or something just bigger than us.
I have no problem imaging myself that god as a religious definition is something I couldn't have stand and lived with, if I were a US Citizen seeking AA help.
Still, I have to ask. Have you tried?
Jolly

1st off, I LOVE this!
Where did you pick that up from? Or is it something you came up with on your own?

Have I tried what? AA? If that's the question, no. I was never "addicted" to alcohol. I was a big fan of abusing it by binge-drinking, but I was never a daily drinker & was really only drinking 2 or 3 times a month in late 2004. When I did quit, it was a SNAP in my head where I was just done with it. Done with pissing The Bitch off. Done with the 2 day hangovers*, where I'd go to a Bills (football) game on a Sunday & not start to function until Tuesday afternoon. It was tough at 1st. I quit on a Monday after a good 16(?) hours of drinking at the Bills/Jets game the previous day, where I know I started pounding at 8AM, went into the game at 12:30, partied in the parking lot after, and then went home to find my oldest stepdaughter was having a party in the pool house |party2 I vaguely remember midnight. I mention this because the following Sunday, Yell & I went to Boston for a Bills/Patriots night game with AdultLegalJim (if anyone remembers him). We got in late Friday, went bar hopping all day Saturday, and started tailgating around Noon on Sunday since it was a night game. All that was really, really, really fucking hard, but I think that since it was a SNAP that went off in my head & it wasn't being forced upon me by someone else or an outside party, that's the reason I was able to work thru it.

Now, I should throw in here that I was 1st prescribed pain meds in 2007 & that "helped" with the not drinking because I was buzzed on opiates thru 2014 when I got a SNAP about my problem with them and due to my physical dependency on them with the withdrawls is another long story...

*After giving my liver a break for 12 or so years, I've only had 1 mildly bad hangover since I took drinking back up & I have gotten fucking shitfaced a couple of times, so that's a pleasant unintended side effect that you can think about trying out in 2030 :D

I do have another AA tie-in that I'll PM you about shortly.

I just can't stand the fact that a made up thing is constantly referred to as capital letter. So I've made this up. :)

(And to any believers, I do respect people's beliefs. I have no right to say you are wrong and I'm right. But that goes both ways... |thumb)

J:)lly

I usually ask people what their views on Scientology are & when they reply with how fucked up & kooky they are, I tell them I feel that way about ALL religions :D